Complete funk

Guys and gals, I am in a complete funk.  Halloween was a favorite of Weston.  He rocked Halloween every single year.  Of course, our kids have fabulous costumes and love the trick or treating but, I think so often, of his Halloweens.  Maybe his last Halloween when Ellie ate so much cotton candy that she had it up her nose?  Maybe the one before that when he got tremendously ill after he trick or treated? So, this year, I am trying hard to let the kids do and be what they want.  Our fav costume that Weston wore was the flaming hot cheeto costume.  Adam and I have it in our bedroom.  Everyday, I may take 7 kids out but, in my heart, I am always taking 8.